Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Thank You Rita


Rita, the admin and founder of the yahoo group underfeminization, has decided to impart on me some of her experiences, insight, and instruction. I have asked for her help, and she graciously has agreed. Since she has been transforming herself for quite sometime, and has blossomed into a beautiful tgurl slut that I now will try to emulate.


As part of her training, I was asked by Rita to keep a daily blog where I discuss, among many things, her rules and assignments she has me follow. She is not my Mistress, Master, Dom/me, or Owner, and I am under no obligation to fulfill her tasks nor follow her rules. Instead, I do it because I realize what an opportunity it is to have someone experienced help me through very much the same trials and tribulations she too experienced.


Her rules/assignments for me so far are:


ABSOLUTELY NO MASTERBATING


EAT HEALTHY AND MAINTAIN FIGURE


NO SPORT ACTIVITY WHATSOEVER


I MUST CAPITALIZE THE FIRST LETTER OF ANY TERM THAT REFERENCES THE MALE GENDER, AS WELL AS WOMEN


....those were the first of her rules she initially set out for me. I now have been given more rules/assignments to follow as part of her instruction.


I AM TO THROW AWAY ALL MY MALE UNDIES BUT ONE PAIR


WEAR PANTIES 24/7 FROM NOW ON, WITH STOCKINGS AND/OR PANTYHOSE DEPENDING ON THE WEATHER AND TEMPERATURE


WEAR A BRA 24/7 WHILE AT HOME


BUY A NEW FEMININE NIGHTGOWN THAT ISN'T TOO SLUTTY OR SEXUALLY APPEALLING.


BUY A TEDDY BEAR TO HOLD ON TO AND PROTECT ME WHILE I SLEEP



She has also instructed me to shift my focus from attracting Women. I am not to mentally focus my attention of being as attractive and appealling to Men. Morever, my goal is not to arouse myself or fulfill my fantasy, but rather think of ways I can attract Male attention like a real Woman would.


There are other elements to my new guidance and instruction from Rita that I will describe in detail later.....for now, this gives you all a good idea of my training.


xoxo


mizzoutv


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Sunday, September 14, 2008

Just some thoughts, feelings, reflections and random musings on my life so far

Hiya!!!

So this is my 2nd post here @ blogger.com, but there is sure to soon be many, many more.

So, where to start....

mmm, I guess I will start by thanking a new dear slut mentor of mine, Rita. She has been undergoing a transformation that she generously has documented in her Yahoo group:

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/underfeminization/

She posts numerous pics of her undergoing a femme transformation. Even more, she also has plenty of sexy, raunchy photos and vids of her being taken by men (many men!) as well as her cock sucking abilities!

Saturday, September 13, 2008

My first post!!!


Hiya everyone-

This is my first of what will soon be a daily journal of my life and all that entails. I am starting to really find myself now. I am now set to embark on a journey into the depths of what dreams may come! I look forward to becoming the cock craving tranny slut I've always known myself to be. It feels nice to finally embrace the gurl who, for my entire life, has silently lurked just beneath the surface of my masculine facade!

I am excited to share this journey with the world. I am finally liberated and free to be what I've always known myself to be! Weow, I feel better already! :)

p.s. I would also like to thank slut rita, admin for the yahoo group http://groups.yahoo.com/group/underfeminization/

currently, she has a poll open in her group where you can vote on my new gurl name. Please check it out and vote. Be sure to also check out Rita's vids and photos...she is an absolute gorgeous slut in the making!

xoxo
mizzoutv